“They are throwing
us out!” He brayed like a mule and bubbled up at the mouth. “Throwing us all
out!” He shook a document up between us. He choked it and throttled it and
waved it around. He was trying to squeeze it out of existence. I couldn’t tell
what it was.
“Who is?” My heart
conked itself sideways in my chest.
“The fire
department came! The people from the city came! We are being evicted by the
city!” he cried. “Enrico is crazy with madness! He says you did this! Is it
true?” The bubbles ran down his chin. He’d have killed me right there, it was
in his eyes, bloodshot with hatred, but he was too damned broken to do the job.
“I didn’t… I don’t
know,” I said nothing.
On the South side
of the park I paused and took a seat on the grass near the spot where the
Hangman, Daniel Megie, once had a small wooden shack to keep him warm when he
wasn’t busy hanging criminals or burying their corpses. I wanted the first trip
to my new home to last - I wanted to enjoy it for all it was worth and didn’t
want to think about the hangman. There were better things to think about. No
more bastard subway at five PM! I’d walk home from the job on Twenty-First
Street, a civilized man - I patted the grass - on civilized ground!
I took it all in, the
mid-summer revelers, bouncing children chasing grinning dogs - mutts and pups
folding themselves in half with joy as they tripped up and down the steps at
the edge of the fountain, the pool in the center tinted smooth orange with
diamonds set ablaze by the setting sun.
And then unable to
leave well enough alone, it came - the flip side. It smashed down hard against
the inside of my skull. The whole park turned over on a pivot like a tremendous
coin flipping from head to tail: The cool shade, the children, pets, and
tourists, the musicians, hotdog vendors, all of it vanished in one wrenching
flip. The park came up and spun over like a ten-foot thick pancake tossed on a
giant, dark griddle. Now, instead of cherry Italian ices and grass laced
blankets against nine acres of summer paradise there was a horrific landscape
painted in hellish blacks, nightmarish browns tinged with blood and green mire.
The underside of the park took its turn. Tens of thousands of skeletons hung
broken and tangled from torn, towering root structures of inverted trees. A
miserable stench of disease and decay belched up through viscous rot.
Splintered headstones studded the scene, giant teeth strewn across a dark
battlefield.
The police were at
Enrico’s when I pulled up to the curb with the U-haul, two cruisers and an
ambulance. Enrico had hanged himself in the livingroom of his apartment. He
dangled from a thick hook in a ceiling beam that had once held a brass
chandelier belonging to his mother. The hook was available because Enrico had
sold the chandelier for six bucks to a junk store down the block. He died flanked
by two large oil paintings, well-rendered portraits of his youthful mother and
father, once prosperous and well-respected patrons of the church. They had
watched from their strange and timeless vantage, as their son made the last bad
decision of his life.
The park flipped
back around. I stood up, wiped off my trousers and shouldered my briefcase. The
children ran again in the creases of their own shadows, the wind came up and
pushed leaves in the trees into a summer song. I turned out of the park into
what was about to become my very own Greenwich Village thinking, “That, that
was not my fault.”
I walked the two
blocks to my new apartment. A quiet and cautious elation replaced the aggressive
joy I had felt on the far side of the park. I was starting something new. I
hadn’t chosen it for myself but it was given to me, a gift of the flip side. The
U-Haul loaded with all of my possessions sat parked at the curb outside my new
home. I’d parked it there in the morning before going to work. My life was
waiting to be unpacked. That made me smile. Before I turned into the foyer of
my new home I readjusted my telepathic link for optimum transmission as I put
my key into the door. “Fuck you, Enrico” I whispered, “Fuck You!”
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